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<!--Generated by Squarespace Site Server v5.11.5 (http://www.squarespace.com/) on Thu, 29 Jul 2010 16:08:00 GMT--><rss xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:wfw="http://wellformedweb.org/CommentAPI/" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><title>ego</title><link>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/</link><description></description><lastBuildDate>Thu, 29 Jul 2010 16:01:41 +0000</lastBuildDate><copyright></copyright><language>en-US</language><generator>Squarespace Site Server v5.11.5 (http://www.squarespace.com/)</generator><item><title>i am back, bebes.</title><dc:creator>Stella Honey</dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 29 Jul 2010 13:50:36 +0000</pubDate><link>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/2010/7/29/i-am-back-bebes.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">429076:5111807:8397787</guid><description><![CDATA[<blockquote>
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<div>Uno</div>
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<div><strong>Back from London and kicking it in my homeground.</strong></div>
<div>I love it. Not so much the humidity, but the sense of Home. I came with two bulging bags full of presents for the family and old stinking clothes and memories. I spent two hours talking to my mother about the trip, while she listened, wide-eyed and inquiring. I could feel that she really wanted to get away. I could see why, and I could feel the necessity, the desire. It was bittersweet, as she was truly happy for me, but really wanting the experience for herself.</div>
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<div>As for the trip, it was nothing short of enlightening. I came back with a bag of wisdom, a lesson on how to live life as it is, some time to think about my future and what I want to make of myself, a LOT of food and some cooking tips, a suitcase full of new and vintage clothes, a newfound appreciation for the most basic necessities and the comforts of home, an epiphany of the complex feelings I had towards certain people........and a great three weeks in general.</div>
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<div>Dos</div>
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<div>August is going to be spent quietly. My latest project is to achieve Purification, of both the body and mind. I will control my exercise routine, sleep pattern, my diet, the stimuli I receive, the academic contents, so that I can be "re-set" of all outside influence.</div>
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<div>It shall be an interesting experiment.</div>
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<div>Tres</div>
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<div><strong>Things need to be done:</strong></div>
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<ul>
<li>Dentist Appointment</li>
<li>Get Hair Done</li>
<li>Process Photos </li>
<li>Watch Inception with someone who actually hasn't watched it yet</li>
<li>Meet people who are long overdue </li>
<li>Do the prelim work for Amherst</li>
<li>Family Trip </li>
<li>Finish all the books bought</li>
<li>Write</li>
<li>Find place to work out</li>
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<div>Cuatro</div>
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<div>I am so frustrated for no reason, I know it's so childish but I was never a mature person. </div>
<div>I need a drink right now. </div>
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<p>I really must talk about Spain in detail, but this Internet is so expensive I feel compelled to update on the most current of issues. <strong>So, London, oh London. </strong></p>
<p>I arrived yesterday with two and a half bursting bags, smelling of trains and chorizo. Heathrow never gives you a great impression--and this time, it made me wait an hour before customs. I had rather luckily arrived in the time where masses of immigrants from Pakistan arrive to find new homes (and the British are very picky about immigrations) so it was a long wait indeed.</p>
<p>Luckily the tube was great in terms of connections so I arrived at my hotel safe and sound. My hotel is located just off the Kensington Gardens in the residential area. It's a nice town, but the hotel room is so small that I feel almost English. Gosh. But in the area there is a place where <span style="text-decoration: underline;">George Orwell</span> actually lived, which I thought was pretty awesome to notice.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>In short,</p>
<p><strong><span style="font-size: 120%;">LONDON IS AMAZING.</span></strong></p>
<p>I am going to live here in less than ten years, I have promised myself.</p>
<p>Its streets are gorgeous, the people are sarcastically funny, people don't give a shit about what you do and where, the fashion is amazing and the food is great.The only things that don't push for any brownie points are the prices and the weather, but hey, nothing's perfect.</p>
<p>Anyway. Last night I received roses from the Falafel store owner while I was getting some shish kebabs. Today I got "baby-ed" at by random strangers. I found this very disturbing. I miss my lover, needless to say. While I love London in general, I miss home and its comfort.</p>
<p>Today was a busy rush around Notting Hill (not so romantic as the movie, as I was alone and carrying mounds of shopping bags), Portobello and Brick Lane market. I spent an inappropriate amount of money on vintage clothes which I absolutely adore and some jeans. I will definitely have to cut down on expenses. Yes.</p>
<p>Tomorrow I am checking out Soho and West End, hopefully watching some musicals, then to Oxford Circus and Mayfair for shopping. (Wait....shopping? Anyway.) Then on Tuesday I will do the rounds for the art galleries and gardens, getting a bit of culture. I really want to check out the Royal College of London as I am seriously thinking about moving here after undergrad and nowheretown Amherst. I have a lot to say about undergrad and Amherst, but there will be plenty of time for that in the future. And I have two minutes on the computer.</p>
<p>So it will be a rush, I really wish I had weeks both in Barcelona and London to really explore this place. It feels as if I am breathlessly and untidily brushing around the map with no clear sense of absorbing the whole. So pray that I will be returning to these destinations pretty soon.</p>
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<p>Five days and I will be in the arms of love.</p>
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<p>till then,</p>
<p>Ciao bellas!</p>
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<p>s</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/rss-comments-entry-8356519.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>palabras de espana</title><dc:creator>Stella Honey</dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 22 Jul 2010 10:00:21 +0000</pubDate><link>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/2010/7/22/palabras-de-espana.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">429076:5111807:8289283</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>in summary:</p>
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<p>muchas siestas</p>
<p>one russian, twopolish,twogerman,twoenglish, one sicilian-italian, oneserbian, one korean, two taiwanese, many catalan, one turkish, many french and the kiwirean (yours truely)</p>
<p>food</p>
<p>more food</p>
<p>endless amounts of food</p>
<p>wine,beer,more beer,tequila</p>
<p>martiś swimming pool</p>
<p>4AM street parties</p>
<p>campeones del mundo</p>
<p>sangria</p>
<p>chorizos,salchichas y fuet</p>
<p>sancho the sweetest abuelo</p>
<p>nectarines</p>
<p>ricekrispies and ghetto fake nutella</p>
<p>smoking</p>
<p>and trees</p>
<p>festival and two thousand people</p>
<p>tapas y mas cervezas</p>
<p>random hookups and spanish men</p>
<p>the &uml;work&uml;camp that consists of sunbathing, lemon and tonic and guitar strumming</p>
<p>raw liberalism</p>
<p>natural public displays of affection</p>
<p>c&eacute;st la vie</p>
<p>rapidamente</p>
<p>can colom the have it all shop</p>
<p>dirty toilets</p>
<p>pub rules, 21, name games and 40year old spanish wine</p>
<p>stars, meteor showers</p>
<p>singsongs enfrente de el bar</p>
<p>ca la susi, mojito mojito</p>
<p>cereals for brekkie</p>
<p>40 degrees celcius</p>
<p>meals with ac-dc, paolo nutini, bill withers, guns n roses on the stereo</p>
<p>down to earth, daybyday</p>
<p>timeless moments</p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-size: 130%;">...me&nbsp; encanta&nbsp; Espa&ntilde;a.</span></strong></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/rss-comments-entry-8289283.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>in london and stranded.</title><dc:creator>Stella Honey</dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 08 Jul 2010 17:33:12 +0000</pubDate><link>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/2010/7/9/in-london-and-stranded.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">429076:5111807:8206927</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p>
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<p>Hello kidlings. I did not expect to have internet access so early on in the travels, but here I am. I am in Heathrow Airport, London where I just went through a very crazy ordeal indeed.</p>
<p>Shanghai was busy, bright and moving. The Chinese government&nbsp;blocked every site that is remotely useful so I couldn't do much with the computer in my hotel room. But Shanghai is not the issue.</p>
<p>LONDON.</p>
<p>BASTARDS.</p>
<p>Flight was okay, I was between two men that smelled weird but were generally pleasant. The airline kept feeding us like sheep. I felt so bloated and bored overall. Watched two movies, decided not to go on the third. But the real problem wasn't about the flight either. It was afterwards.</p>
<p>I have a very weird time schedule where I got off this evening (around half 5) and leaving at half six in the am tomorrow morning to Barcelona. I thought the flight was naturally 'connected' but I was apparently wrong. Because Heathrow is so huge I went to the terminal that I thought I was connected to, which took around 15 minutes. I got through their security checks and through the connections counter only to find that my flight wasn't connected at all. I had to check in again. Shiite. Furthermore the guy at the counter told me with a smirk, "You have to pick up your luggage and then go through check-in again."</p>
<p>But the counter girl in Shanghai told me that my bag will go to Barcelona directly, so I questioned him on that. But he smirked again and said, "No, why would we let that go through? We don't even know what's in there. It's a safety precaution."</p>
<p>So I rode the fricking shuttle back to terminal 5 and had to go through immigration services, where the woman questioned me for ten minutes--no, let's make that "interrogated" instead-- on various details of my life that she does not need to know, before letting me pass through baggages. The bag isn't anywhere, so I am lining up at this customers service line, where someone KIND FOR ONCE tells me that "Whoever told you the shit about luggages doesn't know what he's talking about, love. <em>I </em>know what I'm talking about." and says that my bags are off to Barcelona.</p>
<p><strong>Oh Jesus.</strong></p>
<p>And now it's around six,&nbsp; I am stranded in Heathrow Airport, not in the comfy&nbsp;departure lounges as I had earlier (and wrongly) expected but in front of the check-in counter where people refuse to check me in because my flight is tomorrow.</p>
<p style="padding-left: 30px;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Oh fuck you bureaucracy.</span></p>
<p>I was looking forward to a 24 cafe run in those lounges. Now I have to try very hard not to look like a bum at three in the morning in front of Heathrow check-ins.</p>
<p>I hope I can get to Barcelona in one piece, seriously.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/rss-comments-entry-8206927.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>buen viaje!</title><dc:creator>Stella Honey</dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 06 Jul 2010 23:27:54 +0000</pubDate><link>http://stellambrosia.com/ego/2010/7/7/buen-viaje.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">429076:5111807:8192576</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>Oh my god!&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>It only struck me that I am leaving today. TODAY. That's crazy.</p>
<p>It is a huge rush off for me, packing everything, still trying to figure out where to go and how to get there, failing in such plans, et cetera, et cetera.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Emotionally I am very unprepared. It just struck right now when Dad left for work this morning, he told me time and again to be careful and have the time of my life.&nbsp;</p>
<p>:')&nbsp;</p>
<p>I am unprepared to leave the known and enter the unknown--and furthermore live its foreign mantra. I am hesitant to think of any opportunity costs that I am leaving behind--this trip was not without its sacrifices, I tell you--and I am hesitant to admit that this is the first test of distance I am put through.</p>
<p>I am excited and scared to see what changes this journey will bring upon my character and being; and on others' too.&nbsp;</p>
<p>Logistical concerns like language barriers and transportation, food and money are lingering in the back of the mind, but the brunt of the issue lies in Finding the Self.&nbsp;</p>
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<p>Message me from time to time lovers, my phone is roamed.</p>
<p>And if you want a postcard do send me your home address on here or on my cellphone. I will see you all bright-eyed and bushy tailed sometime in August.</p>
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<p>I love you.&nbsp;</p>
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